In this area I just write things down, hopefully it will be really long one day
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I love 4chan, probably the truest example of the nature of humanity, also not a place I can endure very long, people are stupid, it's easier to live in delusion
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Life would be so much less fun without all the emotional toils of wanting to be seen and loved
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I understand I am unlovable, and yet I have to remind myself every day because the pain returns without mercy
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I am so endlessly powerless, lacking energy, I can't move. It hurts my soul that I have to pervert the world with my sloth in this way, I wish I could swing into motion once again.
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Maybe you're not scoring because you're too busy laughing at those who miss.
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I'm not paying yet, as soon as I decide to (probably when I'm a bit better at web) images will be here!! yaaayy! exciteddd!!! wahoooo!
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This site is almost a year old now (created July 28 2024), 617 people have supposedly looked at it, most while there was still nothing on it - let's do better till the next birthday.
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I have caught myself being dishonest recently, I keep conforming in an attempt to make myself likable, it's kind of hard to be true to yourself
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Maybe it's just using Emacs again but a lot of software and tools nowadays sucks, things used to work and not just if you paid for them to every month, things used to be made of stainless steel
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I have decided that all my longer texts here will be .txt files, since I can't be bothered to use something like hugo right now and I'm still working on my script for making my markdown stuff work.
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